You're still around us, right?

I can vividly remember every details the day you left us, even though it has been half a year. What I was doing, who I was with, how I was told, and where I was. Finally I get to see you on your death bed, who was with me and what I was told. I grew up with you practically. And it's hard to believe that you're not here anymore. You're no longer there to talk to me. In the last moments of your life, you can hardly hear nor see us. That doesn't matter because you know who is talking to you and you are always smiling.

It has been half a year since you left us. Oddly, until now I don't really accept the truth that you're already gone in reality. Most probably is because you still constantly appear in my dream. (INCEPTION?! dreaming someone who's dead and thinks she's still alive)

In my dream, you're always doing the same thing and I think that's the best memory I had of you. You know how much I misses your food?
That is why I keep picturing them in my dream.
That is, you're cooking for me.
Something delicious and I know my tastebuds will LOVE it.
Of course, I miss you too.

I know I'll be missing you forever, so to me, you're always around, you hasn't leave.
Rest in peace my dear.

Love you.