Dear Lawrence

R.I.P

ah Law a.k.a Lawrence
2004 ~ 11Dec2008

OOooz.
Back from a long trip.
I consider this 4 days trip as long because I received a very very bad news at the 2nd day and non-stop waiting to come back kTn.
After a long and crazy night (meeting Gary), I start the next day with a really bad news.

Erm, it was 10am while I am still sleeping with my siblings in First World Hotel. Then my mom's call wake me up.

Mum : Hello, ee loe ar, you are sleeping?

Loe : Yeah, what's up?

Mum : The doctor just called me and say Ah Law passed away last night. Ah Law si liao.

Loe : (shocked and loud) Har?!!!! AH Law is dead?!! You SURE ar? She is okay before we left wor!

At this time, kie and eu chen woke up. Figuring what happened that makes me shout.

Mum : Yaya, ah law si liao. the doctor just called me. He will keep her body in fridge. Okay la, gotta back to meeting.

Loe : Okay bye (trying so hard to convince myself that this is just a dream!)

But I knew that I was awake. Quickly I called the vet to assure this news.

Loe : Hello, may I speak to doc Phua? Good morning Doc, I got a phone call fr my mom saying that my rabbit is dead. Is that true?

Doc : Erm, Yah, I'm sorry that your rabbit passed away last night due to the severe brain damage.

Loe : Oh, u mean that's real. (Oh no, pls tell me you are joking, tell me !!!)

Doc : I'm sorry.

Loe : .... (don't scream! say stg!) erm. So you will keep her body in fridge right?

Doc : Yah, you are coming back on Saturday right? Call me before u come and collect.

Loe : (totally speechless) Oh kay, thank you so much.

(*toooot*)

I may say this is the unhappiest trip ever.
My baby lawrence, passed away lonely at Wednesday night.
And I'm not by her side.
Is she cold when she is leaving? Is she suffer?
I don't know...

She is gone forever..

What a year. Year 2008.
All i think that will be happen in year 2008 is just STPM. NOT losing anyone I love.

Sarcastic reality world. Things just happen whenever they want.
No sign before that. How could my year ends like this!
I mean, I thought my rabbits will accompany me till I go to university!
It is really ironic!

A snap of her while going to PetLand.

Ah law is my 15th year old birthday present. My friends know I would love to have rabbit but not white one.
So they choose a grey and a black dutch for me. Lawrence has been such caring and smart rabbit. Probably the smartest rabbit I've ever met. Her partner die after few weeks they come to my house. Then ah law is alone with my accompaniment.
Because she is the only movable pet (in fact the fishes are trap in the aquarium) in the entire house, so everyone's focus is on her. This make her a queen in this house and love attraction.

Everytime someone come to my house, she will come out and show herself.
And those guest are like : Waw u have a rabbit! So cute!

I still remember that one time I had a party in my house and a lot of friends came. Ah law lay with a great pose on a very good spot and she got it! Everyone took out their camera and shoot her. She was like a supermodel being capture with her good pose. Few months later, I bought Lilo to be her friend and both of them stick together ever since.

Yah, they are best friend but I feel that Lilo is more like her maid.
Know what? Lilo dare not to share food with ah law but she will let ah law finish the food and Lilo always help her to clean her body. Notice that ah Law's fur is black with the only white stripe in front but ah Li is half white and brown, Mum said that ah Law is wearing tuxedo but Lilo as a servant, only wear pants. Hahahaha.. She love to be stroked. Each time we stroke her from head to back, she will first sit down and then lay down with a very comfortable position and enjoy it.

Once she lay down, we receive the msg she is sending to us, that is appreciate and thank you. Rabbit have no voice.
Owner will have to feel it with their heart.
They will tell us what are they thinking with their moves.
The connection between rabbit and it's owner is a very unique thing. When I called her name, she will come to me.
When I'm busy polishing my piano forced by my mom, she will follow me to anywhere.
When I want to take photo of her, she will pose.
When I see her, I smile. For every mistake she done, we forgave her.
For every stupid move she done, we love her more. I'm so shock with what I've lost and feel guilt.
I beat her and neglected her once.
Especially when tutu is new to the family. Ah law is such a good girl, left after my STPM.
Not during or before, she don't want to affect my mood i think.
She accompany me from PMR, SPM to STPM.
When I am so tensed during revision, I will go find her and talk to her.
She is there laying on the grass! I like to see her from far distance. Because I can see a tiny black spot and I think it is cute.


Argh!! Couldn't write more, makes me think more about her and cry.
If I want to write bout her, I can write few pages.
4 years of friendship my dear ah law, thank you so much for the memories and be there whenever I need you.

Tomorrow I'm taking her body back and bury her.
Rest in peace my baby..

You will always remain in my heart forever.

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CHAMPION STARS CONCERT

Thanks to Daddy and Mummy works hard to qualify all of us to the concert!

I went to Genting with my family on Wednesday to attend this concert.
Stars that entertained us is Ning Baizura, Reshmonu, Tanya Chua and of course, Gary Chaw.

When we reach, the seats are 99% empty.
Audience start to fill the seats~
The background before the concert start!

Ning Baizura~
I believe that she was sick that night. So I didn't get to experience her live performance well.
Singing her own song.
Reshmonu then come out and sang Fire with her.

Tanya Chua
Oh! My favourite!
She sings sooo well.
I am so touched by her voice especially when she sings with guitar.
Tears coming out.

Gary Chaw
He starts with medley of 2 songs then left the stage.
No way he sings 2 song only!
Then he appear on the stage again..!While singing 世界唯一的你，he walks to the left side of the stage, let ppl take his photo.
Then my father ask us to go front there quickly because he is coming to the middle!
And he is right! Kie and I got the very first row and Gary sings JUST IN FRONT OF US!

When everyone is running to the stage, I met Mei Ting down there!Concert end!
When the concert about to finish, they keep throwing poster.
Suddenly a poster flew towards me and drop right in front of me!
With a quick respond I go snatch the poster and a hand come fr somewhere are about to take it fr me.
Then I pull la, the poster drop, I try to take it fr the uncle with all my strength but in the end he won.
Ew, my nails scratched during the poster snatching.
Confetti pops out!
Finish and I'm so happy.
That time Ah Law is still alive =(

Next morning, yeah, the morning I receive the bad news,
I had my lunch with Sze Ying, Mei Ting and Darren in the Hainan Chicken Rice Shop.
Then we spilt cuz they want to check out.
Me, Kie and Eu Chen go walk around in First World.

I passed by a stall where they make stuff with ur pics.
So i made a handphone pouch with lawrence's photo.
I miss her so much.
On that particular afternoon, we went to kL and 3 of us (Mum Kie and me) got down at kLcc to start our shopping!
Leaving dad and bro checking in hotel and move our luggage.
Ngiak ngiak.


In Esprit, I like the top but because of the price I give up.
Too expensive for a simple top.
But I bought the bottom.

At night, we had buffet dinner at TEMPTations.
I wrote ah law's name with the choc from choc fondue.

Next day, kLcc & Pavillion.

I spent my whole day in Pavillion and watch Bolt in 3D with Eu Chen and dad.
Bolt is so damn cute and makes me think of ah law...

Trying so hard to smile.
Losing someone u love doesn't feels good right?
Before leaving, we went to a Japanese dessert restaurant that was highly recommended by Kie's friend.
She and my mom ordered a fruit dessert but I'm too full for food so I ordered Mocha.

Delicious or not?
Erm, so so lah. Not suprising..

Inside COACH.
Nice weather boot by COACH.

Because of the mocha, I can hardly fell asleep that night.
Stared to the ceiling and think about ah law.

That time I told myself : You cannot predict anything. Appreciate what u have especially your family that is now sleeping in a room with u.

On the last day, I went to MONASH U open day and done some research.
Erm, not sure studying there la.
Haven't decide anything yet.
Gotta visit more U.

We had our lunch in Canton Bay inside Pyramid and witnessed the power of nature!
They have a big window with a whole view of Sunway Lagoon.
It was bright and sunny when we sat down, everyone is so happy surfing and playing.
Then the weather changed in 15 minutes to stormy, heavy rain and windy!
We saw ppl from having fun to leaving the pool and squeeze under the shelter.
And I saw the shape of the rain pouring down.
Amazing lo.
My camera is not good enough to shoot down that view. Wasted lah.

After lunch, we done some shopping then go back Kuantan.

HOME SWEET HOME.

Tutu welcome us home by running towards us happily at the moment we got down from car.
Jumping up and down and keep following us!
She is so adorable.

I look around the house, no more ah law around, no more black spot.
Awh, I miss her so much!
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* Happy Birthday
Ham Yu !! *

I know you are now in Taiwan and may not able to see this but happy birthday my cutest friend!!!

* HAPPY BDAY RUNNER*
Celebrated Joe the Runner's bday at Koo's idea.

CaiYi ask all of us to go Leaf but it was closed that night.
So we change location to Koo's.

On the same night, I had barbecue party at Louis's house.
Ate alot of oyster. geeeee.