Stress from STPM is torturing my throughly every night.
No exception since trial i guess.
I just can't fall asleep once I hop on my bed.
I read books or magazine until my eyes is tired and I THINK I'm sleepy, then off the lights and oh my god, I'm very awake. Eyes opening wide staring the ceiling.
Talked in phone with Shyong until he felt sleepy and me as well, my eyelid is starting to drop (yeah!!). End the call, put the phone aside, squeeze into my blanket, calm down, OH MY GOD. I'm very awake.
Do homework and study until I feel sleepy, go brush teeth, change into pyjamas, slowly walk to bed, and I'm awake.
Where does my sleepiness had gone?!!
sob sob. Then I turn to face right, which I believe I can fall asleep by facing right hand side, useless, then turn left,
And then alot of things start to pop up in my mind incontrollable. People I see today, website I viewed today, news I read today, words I spoken today.. It all came out and say HI~ to me! Thinking things I've studied today, STPM is coming, can I score or not......
I tried to listen to the clock ticking and start counting with the seconds.
One, Two, Three.....Sixty.....Think about other stuff..back to Ninety.. One hundred.. My soul is flying away from my body..
But I AM STILL AWAKE.
What's the problem?
Definitely not the pillow nor the mattress, I'm sleeping on them for a long time! No such problem happened on me.
Or I am cursed? bitch.
At last I fell asleep without knowing I slept and woke up with unsatisfied mood.
sigh.
Finally, the day to arranged tables and chairs for STPM has arrived and this clearly means that STPM is here!!!
After a short brieving (erm, not that short, we start talking a minutes after Mr. Ng start to brief! pai seh lah ), we rush to our exam classes to clean, tidy, move, arrange the seats.
And, to stick our 'exam license' on the table.
This is mine!
No exception since trial i guess.
I just can't fall asleep once I hop on my bed.
I read books or magazine until my eyes is tired and I THINK I'm sleepy, then off the lights and oh my god, I'm very awake. Eyes opening wide staring the ceiling.
Talked in phone with Shyong until he felt sleepy and me as well, my eyelid is starting to drop (yeah!!). End the call, put the phone aside, squeeze into my blanket, calm down, OH MY GOD. I'm very awake.
Do homework and study until I feel sleepy, go brush teeth, change into pyjamas, slowly walk to bed, and I'm awake.
Where does my sleepiness had gone?!!
sob sob. Then I turn to face right, which I believe I can fall asleep by facing right hand side, useless, then turn left,
And then alot of things start to pop up in my mind incontrollable. People I see today, website I viewed today, news I read today, words I spoken today.. It all came out and say HI~ to me! Thinking things I've studied today, STPM is coming, can I score or not......
I tried to listen to the clock ticking and start counting with the seconds.
One, Two, Three.....Sixty.....Think about other stuff..back to Ninety.. One hundred.. My soul is flying away from my body..
But I AM STILL AWAKE.
What's the problem?
Definitely not the pillow nor the mattress, I'm sleeping on them for a long time! No such problem happened on me.
Or I am cursed? bitch.
At last I fell asleep without knowing I slept and woke up with unsatisfied mood.
sigh.
Finally, the day to arranged tables and chairs for STPM has arrived and this clearly means that STPM is here!!!
After a short brieving (erm, not that short, we start talking a minutes after Mr. Ng start to brief! pai seh lah ), we rush to our exam classes to clean, tidy, move, arrange the seats.
And, to stick our 'exam license' on the table.
This is mine!
I am soooo scared and nervous!!!!!!
(deep breathing..)
I was quite angry today because the nice, clean table and the clean chair Chian got it for me that I've already arrange on my seat dissappear after I help my classmate to find more nice chairs elsewhere.
Some lazy ppl just pull away mine and take that as them. Ish ish >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;">Thank you guys!
My shining table. *My shining future.*
I was quite angry today because the nice, clean table and the clean chair Chian got it for me that I've already arrange on my seat dissappear after I help my classmate to find more nice chairs elsewhere.
Some lazy ppl just pull away mine and take that as them. Ish ish >.< style="color: rgb(51, 102, 255); font-weight: bold;">Thank you guys!
My shining table. *My shining future.*
While waiting Jern Foong to buy KFC to us, we spent the time writing Memories Album.
Holiday is near so there is alot of memories album passing around to write!
Everyone wrote at least 10.
Harn Wei and Yun Chian got papers from Shik Lin, and they wanna be the special one.
Miss talented harn wei came out the idea drawing a big Denggi nyamuk for her, Chian and Me contributed the details and we do the colouring together!
INVASION OF QUEEN SHIKLIN
There are few main points in the drawing.
1. Denggi Mosquito : She kena denggi few months ago.
2. Skinny Mosquito : I know you know she is very thin.
3. " WEI ~ " : When u disturb her, she will reply with "WEI~".
4. Purple colour wings : She is a fan of Purple colour.
5. Tornadoes of Mosquito coming with WEI!
Colouring, drawing, laughing and enjoying.
it then followed by
Class Party!
Class Party!
Although we are asked not to eat KFC chicks bcuz they are killed and treated cruely and inhumanly, but the most delicious food is KFC fried chicken.
We also prepared tomyam mee hun, and yummy yummy salad specially prepare to Mr.Ng~~
I brought party hats that I bought during my birthday party!
The party ended with celebrating birthdays of
Leong the Mangenkyo, Su Ying, Cai Yi, Lai Sim, Hui Yuan and Joe the Runner!
On the cake we wrote : Happy Form 6.
Ah. I am leaving form 6.
I am leaving my very dear and warm classmates.
I am leaving the school that change me.
I am leaving with alot of sweet memories.
To all schoolmates, I Love You!!!!!!!!!
I had a meaningful one and a half year and I won't make it without you guys.
Coolest classmate ever!
To all teachers, I Love You tooo!!!
Teachers in SMART are the best in town!
Can I cry? I'm an emotional person.
I will soon write a post bout my classmates and feelings towards my form 6 life including photos of class party.
Obama is the 44th President of United States!
His family believe wearing red will 'ong' him.
And he got it!
His wife look like model in this angle.
His family believe wearing red will 'ong' him.
And he got it!
His wife look like model in this angle.

I'm not American but
I prefer Obama, and I personally think that McCain is too old for it and Palin doesn't convince me and she look like a desperate working lady who is waiting to strip in front of everyone.
no offense.
When Obama is elected, the market share is green today and my dad smiles!
Go Go Obama!
I prefer Obama, and I personally think that McCain is too old for it and Palin doesn't convince me and she look like a desperate working lady who is waiting to strip in front of everyone.
no offense.
When Obama is elected, the market share is green today and my dad smiles!
Go Go Obama!
1 friends commented:
Try musics therapy or some porridge. It's worth a shot though. Haha!
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