五味杂陈

昨天心血来潮和妹妹到鱼店买了10只热带鱼回家，心想给爸爸一个惊喜。

半夜12点，父母回来了，我和我妹妹开心的对爸爸说：我们有礼物给你。
因为爸爸要吃宵夜，所以他说等下才看。我们就去后面处理兔子的东西。
大约几分钟后，看见爸爸沮丧的从客厅走出来。
我心想：怎么这样的表情，难道他不喜欢那些鱼吗？

他问：“你们在做任何事情之前可以问我吗？我知道你们买鱼回来给我，我很开心，只是热带鱼很凶的，它们吃掉全部孔雀鱼的宝宝了。。。。
你们啊，真是残忍。。想一下那些宝宝被吃之前，有多痛苦你懂吗？喊：爸爸妈妈！救我！，又没有人去就他。
我昨天看到他们出世，心里很开心，现在你们把它杀光了。
你的兔子死了，你流那么多眼泪。
现在你杀了我的鱼，你说，我该怎样？
下次，做什么事情之前，问过我。”

我心想：就是要给你惊喜，怎么可以问你呢?

啊！好一个惊喜啊！
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It has been a week ah law left the world.
I miss you very much.
Do you feel cold down there? Do you feel lonely?
I'm so sorry I can't be with u.

Personally I think the most sad is my mom. You know, my mom love ah law so much and she treat ah law like her little baby.
Now ah law suddenly left us, me and my mom just couldn't accept.
Since we buried her, my mum will throw any fruits on the ground, saying to share with ah law.
Then every night, she will go there and say goodnight and ask her don't be afraid to the darkness down there.

For me, I pray hard every night that she may have a live good in her next life.
I pray to every god to take care her.
Every morning and night, I say quietly ： Goodnight ah law.

We used to her existence, we used to see her white stripe, we used to see a black dot from far distance.
But now, just can look at the soil that she is buried down there and talk to the soil.
It is all because we miss her so much.

Life must go on, but memories will stay.
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我好想好好的崇拜一个人，崇拜他的一切，盲目的崇拜他。

那个人呢？