Junior came back as a moth.

It has been awhile since Junior's disappearance and still, no sign of her.

I always pray and hope Junior will come back and say goodbye to me.
No i'm not silly. I believe life after death and surely Junior knows I miss her and she will come back.
Nah, no worry, i'm fine and not turning into a psycho as a missing-her-too-much effect.

I talked to Unazukin this afternoon and she nodded when I asked :

Will Junior come back?
yup.

By today?
She nodded twice!
You sure?
Nodded again!

After dinner, I found this unique butterfly (or moth?) which I never seen b4 in my house.
I think it is Junior! She come back in silence to say goodbye!
Maybe this thought comes from imagination but it is time for me to put down Junior.
U know, Chinese do believe when someone you love died, they will come back to visit you in the form of insect.
Some may transform into the dragonfly, little bug and the most common, moth.

I talked with the moth, of course she didn't answer me lah, once again, I'm not sick.
In the conversation, erm, can I consider it as conversation?
Although I am the only one who talks, i imagine she understoond and reacts to me.
I said goodbye and wish her a better life in future, won't killed by the celaka cat anymore!

haha, her left had partially killed my heart.
It is suffering and no medicine to cure!
All by myself, keep convincing myself no guiltiness and no regretness.
I just can't throw her out of my mind. Keep thinking how innocent is she when she was killed ;(
At sometimes I'm afraid I'll get some psychic problem.
As far as I've concerned, people might get crazy if they over missed someone.

Lastly,
Bye bye baby Junior.

p/s : Leong, don't buy rabbit for me. I'm just kidding.

ciaoz, The Amazing Race Asia gonna start.

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